I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Humpty Dumpty You didn't deserve to be treated like this. I'm so sorry you've had bad experienced with doctors. They should be there to help us, but not all of them are able to. Being a doctor requires compassion as well. Not all doctors have it. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this