My mom has a severe heart condition and she doesn't have this problem.. she has a leaky heart valve and long qt syndrome..

Every time I take an ECG test, my heart electroactivity is perfect..

But this is my worst OCD symptom. It feels good to check my pulse like I get relief that it's still beating or feels the perfect way. Then the thoughts come back and I do it again.

Meh. What a hell.. But I can't get these thoughts out of my head I need constant reassurance from doctors.

Naturally, I thought seconds in time were much slower than they actually were until I looked at my watch. Seconds are pretty fast.. I checked my pulse and pretended that two beats = one beat and it freaked me out when in reality it was beating normal.

lolz maybe I can talk to my therapist about it idk.. I'm good at breaking OCD habits on my own though by ignoring..