In my case, I was at school when I saw how much I suffered when I had an argument with one of my best two friends.
Then, at 15, at secondary education, I felt I found trouble to fit in. I have been in a private religious school with only girls. I chose to go to a public Secondary Education Institute where I left behind that horrible uniform and I can interact also with guys. As I mentioned before I found impossible to see myself as one more. The last straw for a deep crisis that made me lose a course that I, then, had to repeat, was that my school best friend, dropped the school and I felt completely vulnerable and unable to cope. She even had a boyfriend so our contact was pretty diminished.
Since then, it began a downhill so up to isolated myself when I was 17. I cut off any engagement with socialising for seven years. I was only on myself and trying to survive. Studying and dedicating my time to read, learn, listen to music...all in my isolate world where I found myself sadly comfortable.

Never felt appreciate or listened by my dad. I was the oldest of my siblings. Indeed, he was about to give me in adoption to my godfather whose wife couldn’t have kids. I never understood this or question him about it.
My dad had a golden heart, I swear it, but he had also psychological issues. My mum was so busy and scared of my dad that she couldn’t deal with so much things, even when she was and is a very strong and active person. I don’t blame them. I was already born with my temperament and I know for sure, it played a big role.

Do you want to tell a little about your beginning?