Thanks to the both of you.

I guess I was just grieving that things change. Change can be so very hard for me sometimes. Something happens and I think 'this is monumental - things will never be the same again'. But things pass. That is not to undermine the impact that some things have, but a little time and it isn't so bad it isn't so hard.

Life can be funny sometimes.
Sometimes I wish it could have all just stopped
Stood still
Some time when I was a kid and felt happy.
Not that I have much memory of that
But there must have been a time...

Growing up is a mixed blessing.
Change is a mixed blessing.
Endings are a mixed blessing.

But it is ok to grieve sometimes.
I am just starting to see that.
It is ok to grieve sometimes.