I am so tired of people in my life telling me I am not enough. That I don't work enough, I don't care enough, that I am not good enough... And worst of all, it os true, I believe in them. I don't know how to talk, I don't work hard enough, sometimes I am lazy and really dumb. Why haven't I choose an easy job like a municipal handiman (woman) worker. I would be changing school lockers by now with a bunch of other workers, everyone looking at each other and most doing nothing and that would be ok.
I feel so incompetent.