Hey blue, I'm sorry you're struggling with this. The diagnosing, the medications, differing opinions from medical professionals, the poor sleep can sooooo totally make you want to scrap it all.

I find myself thinking about what tecomsin wrote, [quote " If meds aren't for you then they aren't for you and my view is that is best just to accept whatever you decide to do. But then of course you will live with whatever consequences. Long term consequences can be hard to see."]




I Just hope you (we all) can figure out what course of action and treatment works best for each and every one of us whether its therapy or not, medications or not or whatever combo works best.
In other threads I've mentioned the tapering I am doing right now as I am not convinced I need to take all the meds I have been prescribed. This may end up ok or bad but I am doing it very very slowly. I think I'm starting to ramble but I just want you to be safe