Sorry to hear that
I went thru a stage like that
People said to me force myself to do things but they did not understand because they have never felt the way I do sometimes
I kinda learnt that yes I should push myself but i also learnt that sometimes its not possible and I take. A break from life and have lots of sleep
I know some people will say it's bad but I really think sometimes its necessary. That's just my thoughts
I wouldn't be so hard on yourself