Get sick->get treatment->get better->stop treatment->get sick
right now I want to stop my meds, this thought has been going on for a few days now. I know I shouldn't, but that just makes me want to do it more. I know I'll wind up unwell and need to either go IOP, PHP, hospitalization, or otherwise locked up, but I just want off my meds and I don't know how to fight that urge.