I believe it is possible to live an "exciting" life, AlwaysChanging2. Everyone has a different meaning of "exciting", though. But even if you're not able to live an excting able, I believe it is possible to live a good like. It's not easy. It definitely takes a lot of time and effort. Please don't give up. You're all strong, wonderful people. I'm sure you'll get through this. You all deserve to get better and to feel good. You all deserve to live a good life just like everyone else. Sending many hugs to everyone