My memory is so bad i think i have early onset dementia.
I just started Latuda (1yr) and haven't noticed it worsening. If anything it's a bit better than usual, which I equate with less depression.
When i was on carbamazepine, topomax and risperdal it was bad. But I also experienced some really bad manias and depressions then too.
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I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn't have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. I didn't make for an interesting person. I didn't want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone. ~ Charles Bukowski
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