Hey there Natural, I’m really sorry that you’re having such a hard time at the moment. It sucks beyond belief feeling somehow less than other people, and I really feel for you that you’re struggling with those feelings!

The thing that stood out most to me about your post wasn’t the fact that you can’t drive, or that you’re currently living at home - the thing that stands out the most to me is your bravery. Seriously!

You’re struggling with crippling phobias, and presumably anxiety and depression as well, and you’re still here, and not only that but you’re still trying to find solutions (reaching out by posting here). I think that you should give yourself credit for that - you must be doing something right!

I suffer from social anxiety as well, and I know how draining a simple conversation with a close friend can be. But I think that the resulting isolation is even worse, so if you can, reach out to your friends. And if you can’t, well you have friends here! Feel free to message me at any time! :-)

Also, if you see a therapist, book an appointment to see them - or even your GP if therapy isn’t your bag (though I highly recommend it). I know you’re feeling a little hopeless right now, but try to remember that people can’t help you if they don’t know what you’re going through.

Hang in there, I know it doesn’t feel like it at the moment, but you’re actually doing great. Just take it one day at a time!