ohhhhhhhh peachy. ty
i'm on a medical cleanse and was really stupid - ate chocolate covered almonds

soooooooooo much pain you wouldn't believe. stupid stupid stupid. let's say i've learned my lesson on this one.

i have a dr appnt today for my feet (toes) they have been so swollen for months and the suggestion has been put forward to have an RA pannel done.
Here's the weird part - clearly i have lost my mind....
I am purposely going to let dr see my cuts to set up talking about my home life so that maybe i can get help for mom... she has the same dr (this is not my current MD, but my old family MD because mine is out of the country and -NM it is a long story).... so i need mom to get tested for whatever is making her do crazy things, but she won't. maybe her dr can help her to figure out what is going on and this is a way to get dr to know about it.... *sigh*... i really HAVE lost my mind.