I felt valued in all the ways one would want to feel. Yet I had a series of relationships that ended for other reasons. I told myself they just were not the right one.

Then I got into a long term marriage that had one major struggle that became my downfall. Yes, this struggle made me feel I was not truly loved and valued. I’ve since been diagnosed with MI/disorders due to my reaction and obsession with this problem.

Maybe the problem with men really lies with me.