"should we call 9-1-1?"
"No, we can't afford that"
just part of a dream I had last night which is funny because it's true. Thought I'd share.
I want off my meds again. My cholesterol+triglycerides are high but I'm on some other meds that could be causing that but it might be the zyprexa. I just want to feel again. I want to see the sunrise at the beach, not sleep 12-14 hours a day. Trileptal doesn't even do anything for me so I don't understand why I take it. I'm sick of the weight gain too.
I'll compromise. I'll try and see what stopping trileptal and lowering the zyprexa will do at first. Maybe that's all I need.