I get uneasy posting things here sometimes but I am really looking for some advice, with my surgery recovery I haven't been able to see baby t since the 10th and I'm supposed to Thurs but it depends how I feel

Anyway.... after a lot of thought, I realize the core issue I struggle with over losing T is so much regret. I don't know how to deal with it so I can move on and stop having this issue over my head.

Any advice?