I am seeing my psychiatrist on Friday.
I feel worthless, a lie, but my mood is not that depressed anymore, and I have a ton of energy. Still I am feeling like giving up because there is nothing I can do, but I would like to carry out a lot of projects. My brain is full of ideas.
I think the AD is partially working....
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-