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krazibean said:
I think its because the session was so BORING. we were not connected at all. i could have had the same conversation i had tonight with her to a wall.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> When I talk to walls :-) they don't "bore" me. I think you might have had something else going on? For me, sessions are sometimes really upsetting and difficult and it's almost nice to get out of them and occasionally there are sessions where much doesn't seem to happen but when I look at them closer I realize a lot happened.

In your session, I find it interesting that you "forgot" to hug when you always hug. I've forgotten to pay my T before (which I do every session right before I leave) because I was angry at her. Maybe you were angry at your T for allowing the session to be like a regular conversation instead of therapy? If I had been you, I would look at what I didn't want to talk about, at what I didn't do to make the session more "exciting"?