well i figured out what was wrong with that one, i won't bother explaining because it's long, but i've taken ccare of it,

but now i have this other problem, my libido, i'm 20 years old, currently i will be a virgin until i am 24 years of age.

and i hate it, my social programming and testosterone are pushing me towards sex, i don't want to, and i hate it, it's like i'm having to fight myself, i hate it, i won't take depo for it, and i won't take ssri's for it. it's just four years, what is that, that's nothing, my wants are nothing, i hate this.