I feel "middle ground" but I might not be. I went out with a friend last night(uncharacteristic, esp. on a work night), had a few drinks (uncharacteristic), and almost bought a car today. Buying a car seems like something that I really need to do right now but last week it didn't even cross my mind. I promised myself last time I impulsively bought a car that I would not make any major purchases without sleeping on it. I became really angry at the car dealership and really overwhelmed with the noises and the info that was being presented. I'm so worked up right now that I can't wind myself down.
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"I knew who I was this morning, but I've changed a few times since then." ~Lewis Carroll
Bipolar I
PTSD
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