at 8:46pm I released. I haven't privately messaged or sexted any woman for 6 days! I met my goal!

I publicly communicated with women on youtube for 15 minutes. Even though I get ignored and censored like in private communications, at least I know that my communication is more community-abiding unlike private conversations. I can also communicate with mutliple women in a short time, unlike private communication.

getting censored in public communications by some female youtubers would only remind me that some women discriminate against me because of my mental illness, gender, sexuality, religion, hair, skin color, race, age, economy, and height. My comments almost mirror those of females, and yet my comments would be censored.