I have been married for 25 years, yet there are women that I meet that I will "fall in love with." Right now I'm obsessed with a 31 year old mother with 2 kids and a husband, and as I know, are very happy. She knows how I feel for her, but she doesn't reject me; she accepts me as a friend. This obsession, as past obsessions interfere with my life...I want to be with her, but I know that is impossible. So what do I do? Find a distraction? I have a depressive disorder, and this whole scenario may be a symptom. But man, I got it bad.