So I was a sensitive child I would cry about everything. If my friend fell at school and scraped their knee I would cry. If I heard about someone getting hurt on the news I would cry. I noticed in my early 20s I started finding bad things humorous. For instance hearing about a homicide on the news a small evil smile would come accross my face. When talking to my mom ( because she is negative she talks about negative things) she may be talking about a fire and all the horrible details and I have to concentrate on not smiling the whole time. I am still like that to this day. Then I feel like a psychopath for thinking these things are funny. It was like a flip was switched in me. Its only with bad things. Any one experience this? If not do you have an idea of what may be going on?
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