Thank you, mikimostar.
So, in that case, I’m happy that you, Oliver, can see the psychiatrist in a couple of days. You know that in these cases, when antidepressants are beginning to work, you get increase your energy and it can give you strength to do the best but also the worst.
Don’t be afraid to tell your doctor how exactly you are feeling. I mean, even the ideas I read in the trigger warning. It’s very important you communicate this to your doctor.
Why did you stop taking antidepressants? From your posts in this thread I deduce that you are just at the beginning to take these ones. Maybe a new one? Or did you stop them for a time?