I live close to my parents home and i stay with them on weekends. so thats not really a problem, plus i call my mom every night. they still ARE close. i just feel alone, abandoned, lost, lonely...

i wonder why did i get this flat. it changed nothing about what i think about myself, and i feel so lonely in it….

i feel it has lost its meaning. its value has gone. and my worth is gone with it too.