I'm so sorry, cavaliers I understand what you mean. It must be very hard for you. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Try to hang on. Remember that things won't stay like this forever. They can and will get better. Don't give up hope! Life can be difficult. I'm sure you're strong. You will get through this. Just try to believe in yourself a bit. Remember that you're stronger than you think. You've got this. You're a wonderful person. Stay strong, cavaliers. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this