Hello Jaydeamberxoxo: thank you for sharing your concern here on PC. This appears to be your first thread. So... welcome to Psych Central. There's a forum, here on PC, dedicated to the subject of PTSD. Here's a link just in case you haven't already found it:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/post-traumatic-stress/

You may also find the health support forum to be of interest:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/health-support/

And then here's a link to an article by our host Dr. John Grohol, Psy.D., from Psych Central's archives, on the subject of PTSD. The article also provides links to a number of additional articles on the subject:

Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.