I am eating like it's the last thing I'll ever do. I'm unemployed, no health insurance and I am out of meds. Some of it is stress, and some of it is that my meds actually curb my appetite, and I can't get them. I am trying not to hate myself for putting on weight cause I know this will pass. I have had anorexic behavior in the past and I have been an exercize bulemic to a point.

I'm miserable, my pants are biting me, and I want to hide. Yuck. Balance...strive for balance.Shhh, don't panic. It's just a litle chubbiness.