I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Jaydeamberxoxo I'm glad you've reached out for help here on PC. That means that you do want to get better! That's great! Be proud of yourself for that. I hope your therapist will be able to help you. Just be honest with him/her. He/she's there to help you after all. I'm sure you'll get through this. It won't be easy. It will take time. But it can be done. Just try to do your best. That's all you can do after all. You're a wonderful person. I'm so sorry. It must be very hard for you. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Remember that you're stornger than you think. You've got this. Try to hang on. You can do this! You're storng, I know that. I believe in you. You're a wonderful person. Stay strong, Jaydeamberxoxo. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this