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Old Feb 27, 2019, 07:54 PM
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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic View Post
Personally I’d call the pdoc first thing tomorrow. However if your mania isn’t dangerous I couldn’t blame you for riding it out. I don’t know if you get hit with depression afterward but it’ll take a while to get your mood stabilized you might want a med adjustment ASAP.....


I'm just trying to deal with it myself. I'm too ashamed to talk about certain symptoms with my doctor. I used to be very impulsive and did reckless/risky stuff many years ago when manic before I got stabilized. I heard a demon talking to me yesterday. I was worried maybe I was possessed or something but I haven't heard it today so that's good. I think I'm okay enough to not go do dumb/impulsive things as much as I want to. I'm not normally like that. I think things through, I'm generally a very logical person and think before I act, but I did a lot of stuff in my late teens early 20's that I really regret. I don't want that to happen again, I won't let it.

I guess I'll see how tonight goes. I'm gonna try to cope with it
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