I've never been so sure that I don't want to take my Invega Sustenna injection tomorrow. I want to tell the pharmacists that I don't want to take it. I'm sick of this madness. It's destroying my brain. But also it's helping me but I'm not sure anymore.. I don't know..

Idk I'll wait a week and see if I get any symptoms.

I want to tell my psychiatrist to try and get me off of it.

I'm hurting mentally with this decision.

You know what it's like to not want meds and the crazy and possibly real reasons for it. When you're completely ok or then showing symptoms and the symptoms are also telling you to stop taking the meds. You know.. But what are the symptoms? I don't have them so they're not real..

It's not my fault. I can't decide these things