Hello everyone and happy Wednesday; I hope everyone is doing well and had a good Wednesday. My day was on the busy side which I expected it to be with the Open House and Meet The Providers Night. Work itself was alright mostly boss and I trying to get everything in order and dealing with our usual management duties. My anxiety was acting up a little today but nothing that rearranging my Buspirone dose couldn't fix. I took my lunch/afternoon dose right before getting things set up for the event; since I couldn't exactly sneak of to my office and take that pill; so I took it before setting up and hoping for the best since that gut feeling was in full force.

The event went spectacular it was so nice that my parents were able to see how happy this job made me, and also how good I am at it. My ex bosses also showed up to of course make me uncomfortable and they said something to my boss and she spoke so proudly of me; I felt of course scared seeing them but I was alright; I could tell my resting heart rate was out of the 90's but no where near to the point it had been during my not panic attacks at best it was 115 so I could manage this adrenaline surge and actually enjoy the event which went amazing and was great for the clinic. I received high praise from the CEO and other higher ups and other practice managers of other clinics. M and doc said I handled myself well when those two showed up. My dad is proud of me and what I managed to accomplish.

I will be glad when the weekend gets here; I am so tired and it's only Wednesday. I am just glad that things should be slowing down.

Hugs to everyone