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Originally Posted by Dnester
So I was a sensitive child I would cry about everything. If my friend fell at school and scraped their knee I would cry. If I heard about someone getting hurt on the news I would cry. I noticed in my early 20s I started finding bad things humorous. For instance hearing about a homicide on the news a small evil smile would come accross my face. When talking to my mom ( because she is negative she talks about negative things) she may be talking about a fire and all the horrible details and I have to concentrate on not smiling the whole time. I am still like that to this day. Then I feel like a psychopath for thinking these things are funny. It was like a flip was switched in me. Its only with bad things. Any one experience this? If not do you have an idea of what may be going on?
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Does laughing when telling my My mother that the daughter of one of her friends committed suicide count? Yeah. I used to laugh when I had to tell anyone something like that. No idea why. It wasn't funny, but I couldn't suppress the laughter. That doesn't happen anymore, though I can't tell you when it stopped. Haven't had it happen for years now. I suppose it could be a self conscious response to hearing of seeing something awful that you have thought of doing yourself. You can feel self conscious even when telling yourself something.