((( krazibean )))

Session before last we were talking about attunement and T said "I can't always tell you what you want to hear" and we know I know that; I told her if I wanted that I could by a tape recorder. She said sometimes it will happen and sometimes it won't, but that we could work on holding onto good feelings even if it doesnt happen.

I have also said I worry that she thinks I'm boring. She says not, she has never felt bored with anything i've said. So, that was realy my fear talking and my feeling of boredom.

Those are hard sessions to carry with us until the next time.But she said once in a phone call to remember there is always next session and knowing there will be a next time, thinking about that, remembering that, can sometimes help me.

I like seeing T late too. I think it's cozy