I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, lizardlady I agree with what all the others have already wisely said better than i ever could. You're all wonderful people. Try to hang on, lizardlady. I hope things will get better soon for you. You deserve love and support. Of course you can have some hugs! We're here for you to support you after all. Here's some hugs for you You're a wonderful person. I hope you'll feel better soon. You deserve to be happy. Stay strong, lizardlady. Stay safe and take care of yourself. Remember that we're here for you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you