I see her every two weeks. I don't feel like I need to ask for weekly appointments (I had them for many years, but that was many years ago!).

Her limited clientele will NOT affect my ability to see her regularly.

I thought of three more things I must absolutely talk to her about at our next session. So, made a list.

She acknowledged how painful the "break" had been for me. She apologized for how painful it was, but I didn't accept her apology, and I told her that, and why: there are still so many things to work through, and her apology after 20 minutes of talking my pain out, didn't really feel genuine. OR it may have been Little Cool's impression.

I don't think I've told you (all) this, but during the 3.5 month break, I didn't send her a "Get Well" card. I'd picked a card out and made sure I had a stamp for it. I saw it every day, and did nothing about it. I wonder if she wonders why she didn't get a card from me in all that time. Oh well; it's already on the list.