I'm glad I was able to help a bit, DazedandConfused254 I'm sure you'll get through this. I'ìd suggest to just do whathever you feel like it's the best thing to do for you. Listen to your heart and mind and try to follow it. I'd suggest to make a plan as well. You're already doing that after all. Remember that we're here for you fi you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you