[QUOTE=sinking;6453236]...is when i finish working and im going home.

i feel so SAD because when i go home i'll be alone and i feel so DISGUSTED because my neighbors are hateful and instead of thinking "great im done working and im going to my little nest and i'll finally relax" i feel bad because its the moment i feel less relaxed because of them. they want me to be quiet but they scream every morning waking me up 1 hour before i would wake up. and i hate hearing them talking or coughing, while i keep silent and i feel kind of trapped in my own home by them.
the silence in my own home is deafening and making me feel SO alone and lonely.

It's the pits when even your home is no longer a sanctuary.