I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Fuzzybear You're not useless at all! You're always so kind and sweet to so many people here on PC. You've helped me many times in the past. You're not useless at all. Besides, who decides whether we're useful or not? We are who we are, regardless of what others think. Please don't listen to your inner snake. That's the depression talking. None of it is true. You're a wonderful person and you're NOT horrible. You're a strong, wonderful bear. Keep writing here as much as you need and want. Keep fighting! Keep roaring! Remember that we all care about you here. We all love you here. You know we won't judge you here. I promise that I won't judge you. Stay strong, Fuzzybear. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're a wonderful person. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this