I’m
Depressed. Not suicidal but not happy with my life at all. I hate it.

I’ve called in to
Work the last two days. I haven’t showered in two days til
Just now. I sleep or lay in bed. I keep losing weight. I’m
Down 13 lbs. down a size in shirts.

I’m scared I’m gonna get fired. I have no more time off since I just missed so much for surgery. I just wanna hide in my bed. I don’t wanna leave. I don’t wanna eat.

I just wanna sleep away time.