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Old Feb 28, 2019, 09:21 PM
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You’re not a screw up bluebird....I think what happened is you had to go off your AP so finding a new cocktail of meds that works as well should be a priority.

You seem not to have problems with Seroquel maybe they could safely increase the dose?
Thank you. I feel like I'm going backwards in my life.. I withdrew from one of my classes because it was overwhelming me. I'm still technically taking 2, one I have a hard time even showing up to, the other is online and I can't get myself to focus to do the work so I'm not sure what's going to happen.. I had 3 semesters in a row where I got straight A's and showed up to all my classes. Now I'm here

Maybe.. I see my doctor in a few weeks. I'm scared because I feel like I'm slipping farther from reality, I realized all I ate today was some cereal in the early morning. It's like I don't even get hungry, I don't even remember to eat, it's different than the restricting. the whole day slipped away..I feel like I screwed up and it's my fault somehow.
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Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
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