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Old Feb 28, 2019, 09:43 PM
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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
I don't want to sleep but I don't want to be awake either. I want to just not be conscious. If I'm not conscious then things would be okay, I'm not saying I want to die, I don't. I just feel like I could get a break from things
This is exactly how I feel sometimes. You couldn't have explained it better..

I have been broadcasting this exact thing into the interwebs with no one that understands.. i think.. Maybe it's a mixed state idk

Edit: No sounds like something that I can't explain.. But I'll tell you, it's horrible to feel this way.. but I get over it somehow.. need to find spirituality..

Your soul is screaming inside
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Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird