Well, couldn't get to university. Drunk on Seroquel from last night. Only 50 mg but it hits me hard. I try 25 mg but can't get to sleep by at least midnight. Maybe I should just take the 25 mg and see how I go.

Anyway, as I am stuck at home at the moment I have began to listen to the entire collection of The Beatles on vinyl. In my dark mood this is making me smile. A welcome thing after feeling desperate, low and agitated last night. Terrified of getting ill again but hoping it is a small, short dip after a horror episode.