I'm so sorry, Brentus Please don't give up. It's not easy to find the right meds combination. Try to hang on. I hope Lamictal will work for you. I'd suggest not to read the side effects if you can. Otherwise you'll just feel more anxious. Remember that every med is different for everyone! I hope things will get better soon for you. If there are any problems, I'd suggest to talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there. Hopefully he/she will be able to help you. He/she's there to help you after all. I hope you'll be able to get the help you need and deserve. You deserve to get better and to feel good. You deserve to live a good life just like everyone else does. You're a wonderful person. Stay strong, Brentus. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Try to hang on. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this