I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, HALLIEBETH87 I agree with what all the others have already wisely said better than I ever could. Just give it time. Try to go to work if you can. Just try to do your best. Eat well. Get plenty of rest. It's not easy to recover when you've just had a surgery. It will take time. It can take more time for some people compared to others. Don't worry. I'm sure you'll get through this. You're a kind, strong, sweet and wonderful person. Try to hang on. Remember that things won't stay like this forever. They can and will get better. Try to remember that when you're feeling down. I'm glad you're seeing a therapist. I hope things are going ok with him/her/ Just be honest with him/her. Remember that him/her is there to help you. Just try to do your best. That's all you can do after all. We're here for you if you need to talk about it. We all care about you here. We all love you here. Feel free to vent here as much as you need or want. You know we won't judge you here. I promise you that. You're a wonderful person. Please don't give up. Try to hang on. Stay strong, HALLIEBETH87. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm sos orry you have to deal with this