I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, sinking Please don't give up. Your life is much more valuable than you think. I understand things are pretty hard for your right now. Try to hang on. We're here for you if you need to talk about it. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. I agree with what all the others have already wisely said better than I ever could. Just try to hang on for a while. Perhaps you'll find a new, better home someday! Try to find some distractions if you can. What do you like to do in your free time? Do you have any hobbies? Just try to ignore your neighbors and focus on yourself. You deserve it. Take some time for yourself if you can. Try to get as much rest as you can. Eat well. I'm glad you're still able to see your parents often. Perhaps when you feel lonely you could try to call them. Perhaps that could make you feel a litte less lonely. I'm so sorry. Please don't give up. I'm here for you if you need it. We all care about you here. We all love you here. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. You know we won't judge you. I promise you that. You're a wonderful person. Stay strong, sinking. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Try to hang on. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this