Right now I feel relatively stable all-in-all. I'm not on any major meds. Just topamax, mainly for migraines and xanax as needed for anxiety. Temporary script. But my "energy" has been fluctuating drastically lately. I felt so drained yesterday that I pretty much laid around all day, but not sleeping, just not motivated. And I don't feel depressed or sad. Just don't want to do anything, not even read, text, watch a movie, write. Nothing. Then I have days I want to get everything done. Nice clean house, shower, burn candles and incents.. my friend is determined I'm cycling but this doesn't feel like a mood cycle. I really do feel fine and stable and have since I stopped drinking. It's just that my energy and motivation levels change from day to day so much. I do have a chronic pain disorder. Maybe that ties in to the whole scheme of things? Fibromyalgia. I have a high energy day, do too much, and pay for it the following days? Hmmm...