I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Fuzzybear Please don't listen to your inner snake. That's the depression talking. Don't listen to it. You're a wonderful person. I'm so sorry you didn't receive the love you needed adn deserves as a child. Please don't give up. Remember that you're a wonderful bear. We all care about you here. We all love you here. You know we won't judge you. I promise that I won't judge you. You're a wonderful bear. Stay strong, Fuzzybear. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this