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Mar 01, 2019 at 04:47 PM
Possible trigger:
at 11:20am, I released after watching a youtube video of a lady doing yoga.
I was cautious because I think I forgot to release yesterday. I was so stressed about some mail. I feel that releasing, on a daily basis, helps lower sexual tension. So when I forget to release, on any day, I become cautious of my sexual health.
i haven't privately messaged or sexted any lady for 7 days straight! I'm so confident of my sexual behaviors that I might not need to publicly record them anymore. The main issue was the private messaging, but I've seem to stop that by simply publicly communicating with women instead. I feel the major turning point was when I realized that my love for poetry was greater than my love for women, and that my poetry has greater religious, informative, and autobiographical purposes outside of complimenting women.
This whole month, I won't be reading or writing poetry. Poetry has a great influence on my sexuality, so I'll be more tame throughout March. I will have to be careful when I begin engaging in poetry again in April though.
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