I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Fuzzybear Please don't be so hard on yourself. You deserve to be loved. We certainly like you and love you here. It's not true that you're not likeable! I hope someday you'll be able to see yourself as the wonderful person that you truly are. I'm here for you if you need to talk about it. We all care about you here. We all love you here. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. You know we won't judge you here. I promise that I won't judge you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this