[QUOTE=ennie;6451728]I'm so sorry to hear this . I don't know whether or not you should be in a relationship. I just know that you need support and treatment either way.

You surviving and trying for the past 20 years, shows a great endurance and a genuine desire to heal on your part.

I hope PC is helpful to you in some ways (It's free and we are supportive ). If there are no good services in your area, you may have to consider traveling a little further for a better care. :sadhug

Hi.

Thanks but money will only get me help and lots of it. The public system is a joke. And I know it won't help me. I know what I need to try but there is no way.
I'm not in a relationship I don't see anyone live alone can't work and years of medication pain killers another story 2 major back surgeries . My teeth a rotting away that's the end for me. I don't want or see anyone I know or strangers to see me.